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Truly, To New Beginnings.

Happy 2016 and Happy New Year!

IMG_4273-2592x1936Once again it’s that time of year when we reflect back on the past year and think of the goals we accomplished, the goals we didn’t quite reach, and the memorable life-experiences we may have had. Perhaps the end or beginning of a job, the end or beginning of a relationship, travel to an exotic place, the relief of completing a degree or certification, losing the thirty extra pounds we managed to gain since graduating college, paying off a loan, the death of a family member or friend, celebrating a new marriage or a divorce, buying or selling a home, receiving the news of someone close who’s been diagnosed with cancer, succumbed to it, or conquered it… these are the moments that linger at the forefront or our memories when we look back on the past year.

Naturally, many of us make one or more well-intentioned New Year’s resolutions. I’m one of those people. I even make a list of goals every year. Some of which I accomplish and others that inevitably end up right back on my list the following, or every, January. The resolutions and goals I set for myself typically revolve around being healthier (lose weight, work out more, eat healthier, etc.), taking classes, finishing a degree or certification, paying off bills and saving more money, writing and reading more, completing writing projects, getting published, making more time for the things I enjoy doing (kayaking, riding my motorcycle, bicycling, hunting, fishing), and traveling to places I’ve never been to before. Now that I think about it, I feel selfish and foolish that they all seem very self-centered.

Seeing as how I haven’t yet made my list of goals for 2016, I’m going to approach it differently from now on. For every self-centered resolution or goal I create, I will also create one centered around the following: spending more time with family and friends, meeting and getting to know new people, reconnecting with family and friends that I haven’t seen in years, finding ways to help others in need, and volunteering for charity and charitable events.

In June I’ll be 45 years old. I feel extremely privileged to have experienced the past 44 years on this planet and while I may not be wealthy or have all of my wants, I have it better than most people and have come to understand and believe that if we have the ability to improve upon the lives of others and for the greater good, then we should do so whenever and wherever possible.

As I wrote earlier, these will be “well-intentioned” resolutions and goals. Given my track record over the past few years, it’s unlikely that I will accomplish all of them but I will damn sure put one hell of a good dent in them… bring on 2016!

James

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A Safe Refuge

Finding refuge in Mother Nature…

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The wildlife refuge where I hunt is a large expanse of protected, forested land, spanning approximately fourteen thousand acres. It’s located in the midst of suburbs between Washington, D.C. and Baltimore, Maryland. It’s surprisingly well hidden, about two miles from my house (the way the crow flies), and most people don’t even know it’s there. The refuge permits a limited variety of outdoor activities during the different seasons that include biking, hiking, fishing, hunting, wildlife viewing, bird watching, etc. It is sectioned off by large puzzle-like pieces of land, divided by dirt and gravel roads, with each section being assigned a distinct letter (a, b, c, d, e, etc.). Some sections contain as little as a hundred acres and others are as large as a thousand acres. Some are wooded and covered with dense underbrush, some contain large grassy fields, some have creeks and streams, marshes and ponds, and others contain any combination of the three. During the hunting seasons, the number of hunters is limited to approximately one hunter for every twenty acres. That being the case, it’s extremely rare for me to see other hunters in the same area where I hunt. In essence, when I’m in the refuge, I literally feel as if I could just as easily be thousands of miles away in the middle of a fictional forest and I love it.

There is one particular section of the refuge that is my favorite. It’s one of the smaller ones and contains a little over two hundred acres. It’s bordered by a small river to the south, includes a large grassy field covering about a third of the section, has a large pond in it, a small stream, a large marshy area, is flat in some areas, hilly in others, and is bordered to the west by an endangered species and protected habitat sanctuary. While I’ve spent time in several of the other sections on the refuge, the reason this particular one is my favorite, is because it contains a little bit of everything. If I want to spend the day squirrel watching in the woods I can. If I want to spend the day watching ducks alight on, and take flight from, the pond, I can. If I want to watch a fox or a raccoon as they make their way along the muddy banks of the river or streams, I can. If I want to patiently wait in hopes of spotting a troupe of turkeys as they glide like ghosts through the conifers, I can. During the colder, winter months when I’m hunting and the temperatures fall beneath freezing, I can make my way to the higher elevations on the northern side where the sun continues to shine for over an hour longer than in the wooded, southern sections.

During the summer and early autumn months when the trees are still blanketed with leaves and the vines are still climbing ever-higher from the forest floor to the tree tops, when the spider webs are fully displayed in their majestic beauty, the refuge is a vibrant and lively ecosystem. As the end of fall nears and winter approaches, the forest begins to change. It’s hardly noticeable at first, yet, the wildlife responds in kind. Their daily routines must be adjusted as their ample, summer food supplies begin to dwindle. Squirrels rustle about playfully, while at the same time, tirelessly and instinctively bury prized acorns that will keep them alive during the cold winter months. The thick, green grasses of the spring and summer fields are now golden in hue. Tree leaves, no longer green, have repainted the forest canvas in bright oranges, reds, purples, browns, and yellows. The green forest vines have begun to dry up. The few leaves they once had, have fallen to the forest floor. Amazingly colorful spiders can now be seen floating with hopeful anticipation in the middle of their webs. Once hidden behind leaves and underbrush, they are now exposed to the elements with nowhere to hide. The intricate patterns and designs of their skillful weaving, no longer secrets. Yet they continue day after day, building and rebuilding their webs, rain or shine, in warm and cold weather alike, merely for the chance to survive. The forest and all of its creatures have adapted. Whatever the season, spring, summer, fall, or winter, the cycle of life continues, all on display for the observant world to see.

It’s like I have my own private forest when I’m out there. All is well with nature. I have spent many days getting there before dawn, in the dark, and leaving after the sun has set, in the dark. It’s an awe-inspiring experience entering the forest early in the morning before the fog begins to lift, in pitch-black darkness, and without being able to see your hand in front of your face. The creatures of the forest are quiet, still resting. There are no birds chirping or singing; no squirrels playfully rustling about; no deer grazing on fallen acorns; no foxes trotting along the edges of fields looking for prey; no hawks soaring overhead. All is quiet. The only sounds I hear are my breath and my footsteps as I futilely attempt to silently make my way to one of my favorite hunting spots. I imagine, how obtrusive my foreign footsteps must sound to the forest dwellers as I clumsily intrude upon their peaceful world, home, and safe refuge.

For me, the refuge has become just that. It’s a personal refuge where I can escape the hustle and bustle of everyday life. In a world where I am constantly on the go, sitting in bumper to bumper traffic, working to meet deadlines, tending to both personal and professional responsibilities, I always know there’s a well-hidden and safe place nearby where I can go to get away from it all. It’s a place where I can put everything else on pause and simply escape… my safe refuge.

James

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And… we’re off!

My first blog post…

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As this is my first blog post ever, I must say that while I’ve no idea where this journey will lead, I’m looking forward to sharing it with you.  At the suggestion of a couple of friends, I’d considered starting a blog before but for various reasons never did.  Now that I think about it, I suppose those reasons were that I really didn’t know much about blogs or blogging (I still don’t), I didn’t think I had time to spend on one, and I wasn’t sure if I had anything interesting to write about.  Now that I’ve taken the first step, I’m anxious and eager to see what lies ahead, over the next hill, and around the next bend.  So again, welcome, and thank you for joining me on this journey into the unknown…

Sincerely,

James